Goddess Blonde Kitty - Porn Addicted Virgin

"I am very shy and intimidated around women. I think about sex 24/7 and am a total pervert porn addict. I have spent 15 years of my sexual prime, masturbating to porn. I have spent well over $3k paying women to call me a virgin porn addict pervert. I love to edge and goon for hours over pictures of women in bikinis, admiring their beautiful curves, breasts, butts and crotches. I also love looking at pictures of women with dirty feet. While doing this I watch 3-4 porn videos simultaneously, in slow motion, to maximize my sexual frustration. Hearing women moan in pleasure and watching their amazing bodies bounce around in porn clips gives me an intense sexual frustration that I am addicted to. I especially love it when they say "ohhh that feels so good". The thought that I may never get to sexually pleasure a woman is beginning to turn me on in a weird perverted way. If you could please tell me what a f*cked up loser pervert I am, I would greatly appreciate it. And maybe mention that I have missed the boat on sex and will remain a virgin well into my 40s and beyond."